A day after giving birth, Kamila Telendibaeva sat alone in
the corner of a cold hospital room gazing at her newborn son.
Bound tightly in a white
blanket, the infant slept soundly as his mother chewed on the nail of her index
finger.
"He's got his daddy's
eyes," Ms. Telendibaeva said, clad in a blue
housecoat and a leopard-print veil. "It makes me think of him, and it's
hard."
This was the fourth time
the 29-year-old had given birth, but the first time she did it alone, without
her husband by her side.
For more than two months, Huseyin Celil (pronounced je-lil) has sat in a Chinese jail cell facing charges for
alleged involvement in separatist activities supposedly dating back to the
early 1990s, when he lived in the country's far-western Xinjiang region.
In March, the Canadian
citizen was arrested in
His family and his lawyer
vehemently deny the allegations, saying Mr. Celil was
in
But they likely won't get a
chance to defend him. Chinese officials are keeping Mr. Celil's
whereabouts secret, saying only that his trial is not yet complete.
The ordeal has taken its
toll on the
With the birth of the baby,
who will be one week old tomorrow, Ms. Telendibaeva
now has four sons and raising them is a full-time job. Her eldest,
seven-year-old Mohammad, is developmentally disabled
and uses a wheelchair. He cannot bathe himself or eat without assistance. Ms. Telendibaeva's mother has flown to
With no breadwinner,
finances are quickly drying up. The family survives on $600 a month in welfare
payments. Amid the chaos of single parenthood, Ms. Telendibaeva
says she is always thinking about her husband, constantly wondering where he
is, how he is and if he's ever coming home.
The Department of Foreign
Affairs maintains it is actively working to find out where Mr. Celil is being held and precisely what charges he's facing,
and to ensure he has adequate representation.
So far, diplomatic efforts
have gotten nowhere. Foreign Affairs Minister Peter MacKay raised Mr. Celil's case during a meeting last month with his Chinese
counterpart. But the minister was brushed off, receiving no information about
the Canadian in custody.
Wayne Marston, NDP critic
for international affairs, is slamming the government for not doing enough.
He's calling on Prime Minister Stephen Harper to personally get involved in the
case and send a special envoy to
"I can't fathom why
Mr. Harper wouldn't come to the aid of a Canadian citizen," said Mr.
Marston, MP for Hamilton East-Stoney Creek.
"It's baffling to me. We have a Canadian citizen here who is under the
threat of death. What further extreme do you need to pull out all the stops to
try to help?"
Before his detainment, Mr. Celil was an imam at a
Three weeks ago, the family
thought they had struck a lead in the case when Mr. Celil's
sister in
Chinese officials told
Ottawa this month they are not seeking the death penalty, although the country
has sentenced Mr. Celil to death once before. In
1994, he was arrested in
After serving a month in
prison, Mr. Celil escaped, eventually buying false
documents to enter
The family's lawyer said he
worries more about Mr. Celil's condition with each
passing day.
"My private fear is
that he's not in the shape to be seen and that's why they're denying access to
him," said Chris MacLeod, alluding to the possibility of torture.
More than a month ago, Mr.
MacLeod wrote a letter to the Chinese ambassador to
Government officials in
"The minister is
following this case very closely," said Foreign Affairs spokesperson Ambra Dickie. "We continue
to maintain regular contact with Mr. Celil's family
in
But that was more than four
months ago, when Mr. Celil was being held in
"He told me they would
try to get
Charles Burton, a former
Canadian diplomat based in
"The whole case hasn't
been handled very well and I'm very concerned about Mr. Celil,"
said Mr. Burton, a professor of political science at
Mr. Burton said
"Since 9/11 there are
blurred lines between what's considered political activity, what's
separatism and the Chinese government calls terrorism," he said. "The
Chinese government wants the West to believe Uyghurs
are terrorists. But there is no empirical evidence of this."
If Ms. Telendibaeva
could get one message to her husband it would be that he has another son, and
that the baby is named Zubeyir, the name he liked.
Family friends suggested she name the child after his father, but Ms. Telendibaeva refused.
"I won't do that. I
don't want to replace him because I still have hope
that he's coming home," she said defiantly.
But as weeks turn into
months without word on his condition, she cannot help but lose some of that
hope as the reality of the situation sets in. She may never see her husband
again. He may never see his child. And she knows that.